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Wednesday, March 30, 2011 ► 4:53 PM

2 more days to Friday~

Timbre was great with my fun colleagues last night. Stupid Minz started the kissing game and we all (the girls) had to kiss her. Hahaha! And made me scream because she & David kissed also. Blardy hell, so embarrassing. I don't know why i screamed also! When they're about to touch each other's lips i screamed and stood up to separate them. That moment was super epic. Everyone turned around to look at our table and look at me cause i'm the one who screamed. LOL. Then the singers on stage even talked about our table lor! She's aware of whats going on then she explained to the crowd. Her friends were about to kiss each other bla bla bla....... Haha. *hits my forehead* Apple was there with us too. Minz asked her to tag along, she asked her friends to tag along too. Played 5,10 until i sweat too tensed up. xD . Had hawallian pizza, roast duck pizza, pepperoni pizza, chicken wings & calamari. The food were awesome seriously~ Cheese super thick i like!! (Y)(Y)

Apple & I left Timbre at bout 10.30pm and we walked around in Boat Quay. We passed by Eski Bar and we went in to chill for another 1.5hrs before we really head home. Haha. Don't know why we went also. We had a corona each. Its nice~ Haha. Sat there chatted, she told me what she wanna tell me, i told her what i wanna tell her. I'm glad that we talked it out because we tell each other how we felt and all. Thanks to the alcohol we took? Hahaha.

Having alot of thoughts since last night before i go to bed. And the thoughts made me fell asleep when thinking halfway. Slept like a pig (cause super deep sleep) until my alarm rang. It keep running in my head and causes me to have the insecurity feeling once again. It would come once in awhile lah, just that i din know that it would come so soon. I thought it would be like a 2-3months thingy.. :X Crap. Fine. Saw Fiona posted "Life is at its weakest when there is more doubt than trust. But life is at its strongest when one learns to trust despite all the doubts." . I believe many out there is doubting my r/s. Yes, to be honest i am doubting too even its until today. Because deep inside me i don't wish to get hurt. Who would want to get hurt right? So my door is always left half open, its not fully opened. Self protection i should say. I am also another that the more you doubt me, the more i prove to you that you are wrong that kind. So i'm like i am proving but inside me there's still the doubting. But if we keep on have this kind of doubting for a long term, it would turn out the same bad ending if it goes on..

Its all about mind games lah actually. My mind can't stop playing. But we can stop it.. Life is like a gamble. The ending would be just whether isit worth it or not. Every r/s is a risk. You would have to gamble on it. This is the first time i'm blogging my deep down feelings here. Overcoming the doubting is one thing. I still do think of the people i used to hangout with every now & then. I hope the tarots are true. Its just not the time yet. :)

Have faith. Take the leap.. It would turn out well. Happier too.. I am happy with what i have now. I felt better after talking to Jiejie as always and bf randomly popped out a question to me and i felt elated. :) I didn't expect that. Although i think that it meant nothing to him, as in like 看的很輕 but to me it is something.. It eases my heart somehow. The question came at the right time to comfort myself a little. Haha. Well, girls that are too in-secured, take the first step out and give it a shot. Life is like that. Just like "you never try you never know." :)

Felt really better now. I need a big tight hug tonight~ :] And i finally received my last term results. I passed!! YAY! Graduate lohhh!! Waiting for collecting of certificate only. Hees. Going bf house for dinner cause his mummy cooking then ask me whether wanna go eat anot. Hurhurr~ Actually planning to cook today but bf knows i'm quite tired cause late reach hm yesterday then just nice his mummy cooking. Probably i will be cooking tmr. Keke. His jiejie coming home to eat also cause she saw the abc soup photo i posted that bf cooked then she also wanna drink. Haha. Passing my camera to Pongy tonight too cause she's going YanZi's autograph session on Friday alone, HERSELF! So brave can! Haha. ABC Soup tonight again. Can't waitt!! Hees. Buying Evan's bday pressie later after work. Gonna prepare knock off loh. Haha.

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